Monday, April 6, 2009

Disappointment

Well we got the news today that Andy did not get the "dream" job. Okay, maybe not really a dream job but it would have been a really, really nice one. The interview process drug on almost a month and after the last interview they (the company) left us feeling like it was just a formality of interviewing the other candidates and they would call us with an offer soon....Guess not.

I didn't want to get my hopes up because we've been there before and it hurts when you get let down. I was pretty sure that I hadn't gotten my hopes up....guess not. I am pretty bummed. My faith isn't shaken but I have found myself questioning God this evening. I know He has my little family firmly in His grip but it would help if I just knew why.

The worst part is seeing my husband like this. He is disappointed and questioning himself. There is nothing more he could have done. In fact, he did it all and he did it well. He is an amazing person and will bounce back...probably by tomorrow morning if I know him like I think I do. My husband is a hard worker and loyal employee. He has an overall great attitude and lots of drive. Everything he knows he has taught himself and he is still learning everyday. He is my inspiration and my laughter. He is a dedicated father and has the best heart. I love him and I am so proud of him!

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